I was outside a moment ago and heard God tell me I need to write in my blog right now, before I put it off and forget to do it.
This might be more stream of consciousness writing than it is properly formatted, but I want to get my thoughts down.
One thing I've really discovered in the last couple of weeks is when you're disconnected from God, the devil is powerful. He tempts you with things that seem fun and exciting and earthly pleasures that most humans (by themselves) wouldn't deny. I'm not going to lie, they are "fun", but they're so wrong on many levels and they destroy lives.
Mind altering substances and sex can ruin lives. It does ruin lives. Think about how many people are in prison/jail because of using those substances and making poor decisions? I've been there many times (unfortunately) and it's no place a person should be. I'd guess that's 75% of incarcerated people.
Besides getting in trouble with the law, how many jobs have been lost? Families fell apart? Bankruptcy and financial ruin?
Most importantly, how many suicides/accidents could have been prevented?
I could (and will at some point) go into all the trouble it's caused me, but this post is greater than just my struggles. I'm writing so I think about how I can help come up with a way to help people find Christianity. How do we help people who made wrong decisions in the past get their life back on track? There has to be work on the part of each individual, but we have to be willing to help too.
I've seen far to much hopelessness and despair on the streets and in jail and homeless shelters. I've seen people who genuinely want to change and be different, but get discouraged because they can't see light - a way out.
I get it. Far more than most people ever will (thank God others won't get it on my level) and I need to help find a solution. Far to many "lost" lives and people are happening because of their lack of connection with God.
I adamantly believe I was put on this earth to help, lead and inspire people. I need to figure out what specific way that is, so I can start doing it effectively. It will be doing God and my fellow humans a disservice if I succumb to my mental defects and sickness and don't rise up out of this situation to help others. I'll need a lot of help from a lot of other people to make huge changes, but I have to BE BIG - say big prayers, dream big dreams, set big goals and most importantly, be blessed and know that God can accomplish anything. I want to use the gifts he's given me to have him work through me to make a BIG difference.
Thursday, November 15, 2018
Sunday, November 11, 2018
What I've Learned in 2018
God is good, all the time.
Sometimes it's hard to see and it's very easy to get into a dark spot mentally and not see light at the end of the tunnel, but we have to remember he's in charge and all of the pain we go through is for a reason in the end. He's in control and he's already written our story. He knows how this ends already, but we need to hang in there and glorify him in all ways we can.
Be Grateful, all the time.
I still have air to breathe. My eyes and ears work, as do my legs. I can still give and receive love and kindness. I have a mother that is literally a saint and a brother who would die for me. In addition, I'm blessed with some really awesome people who would be there in a minute, if I needed them. I may not have a lot of "family", but I'm connected to a lot of people who love like family.
Tell each one of them how much you love them and how they help you. It's important for each person to know the impact they have on your life.
- Mom is kind, patient (beyond belief), loyal, eternally loving, kicks me in the butt when I need it, sensitive when I need that, tremendous listener and always trying to get me to be the best James William Moore I can be
- Tom is loyal, inspiring, patient (also beyond belief), ass kicker, understanding, forgiving, gives me an outlet to talk about stuff that doesn't matter and ALWAYS in my corner - especially when I don't deserve it
- Todd is a role model, a leader, inspirational, authentic, extremely committed, driven, great listener, gives tremendous advice (provides what's needed), loyal, dependable and a great teacher
- Mike is a great listener, always available when I need him, gives great advice, provides what's needed in each moment, a role model (shows me it can be done), extremely caring
- Brandon is a great listener, extremely caring, emotionally supportive, reliable and consistent, provides what's needed, reminds me to trust in God & accepts my flaws
- Paul is inspirational, a leader, a teacher, great listener, provides spot on advice (in each situation), checks in because he cares about me as a person, inviting, warm, caring and exceptionally encouraging
That's just the people that came to mind in 2 seconds. I have several others too that would do anything I needed but I shut them out, because I isolate myself and live in my head. I let my mind run wild in the wrong direction far to often. As Joel says, if you're gonna let your mind go wild, let it go in the direction of abundance/surplus and what's possible
Say the serenity prayer several times a day and stay in faith. What's impossible for me isn't close to impossible for God. He turned water into wine, pulled water from a rock and created all of this.
He's blessed me with way more than I deserve and I am eternally grateful for that. Also, he'll give me the strength I need to get through these challenging times and come out far stronger and better on the other side. Faith is REALLY tough in the middle, but it's necessary. When you hang in there, you'll be rewarded with two, three, five or ten times what you should get. Also, I need to remember to sit still and know that he is God.
Also, I really believed God called me to write this tonight, because I've not written in this blog for over 6 1/2 years. Let's make it a trend going forward.
Sometimes it's hard to see and it's very easy to get into a dark spot mentally and not see light at the end of the tunnel, but we have to remember he's in charge and all of the pain we go through is for a reason in the end. He's in control and he's already written our story. He knows how this ends already, but we need to hang in there and glorify him in all ways we can.
Be Grateful, all the time.
I still have air to breathe. My eyes and ears work, as do my legs. I can still give and receive love and kindness. I have a mother that is literally a saint and a brother who would die for me. In addition, I'm blessed with some really awesome people who would be there in a minute, if I needed them. I may not have a lot of "family", but I'm connected to a lot of people who love like family.
Tell each one of them how much you love them and how they help you. It's important for each person to know the impact they have on your life.
- Mom is kind, patient (beyond belief), loyal, eternally loving, kicks me in the butt when I need it, sensitive when I need that, tremendous listener and always trying to get me to be the best James William Moore I can be
- Tom is loyal, inspiring, patient (also beyond belief), ass kicker, understanding, forgiving, gives me an outlet to talk about stuff that doesn't matter and ALWAYS in my corner - especially when I don't deserve it
- Todd is a role model, a leader, inspirational, authentic, extremely committed, driven, great listener, gives tremendous advice (provides what's needed), loyal, dependable and a great teacher
- Mike is a great listener, always available when I need him, gives great advice, provides what's needed in each moment, a role model (shows me it can be done), extremely caring
- Brandon is a great listener, extremely caring, emotionally supportive, reliable and consistent, provides what's needed, reminds me to trust in God & accepts my flaws
- Paul is inspirational, a leader, a teacher, great listener, provides spot on advice (in each situation), checks in because he cares about me as a person, inviting, warm, caring and exceptionally encouraging
That's just the people that came to mind in 2 seconds. I have several others too that would do anything I needed but I shut them out, because I isolate myself and live in my head. I let my mind run wild in the wrong direction far to often. As Joel says, if you're gonna let your mind go wild, let it go in the direction of abundance/surplus and what's possible
Say the serenity prayer several times a day and stay in faith. What's impossible for me isn't close to impossible for God. He turned water into wine, pulled water from a rock and created all of this.
He's blessed me with way more than I deserve and I am eternally grateful for that. Also, he'll give me the strength I need to get through these challenging times and come out far stronger and better on the other side. Faith is REALLY tough in the middle, but it's necessary. When you hang in there, you'll be rewarded with two, three, five or ten times what you should get. Also, I need to remember to sit still and know that he is God.
Also, I really believed God called me to write this tonight, because I've not written in this blog for over 6 1/2 years. Let's make it a trend going forward.
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